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A late dinner of KD after we blew a tire on the way home was a bit of a slip, but I was starving. Today, so far so good. Swam 29 laps and spent a good 20 minutes stretching. My back is still sore, but the robaxecet seems to be helping.
Its funny. I have a facebook account and a blog, but there is stuff that I can write here that I can't write other places. I'm having a hard time moving on from an old relationship and possibly pursuing a new one. Its hard. My ex broke up with me because he didn't want to commit and he's still not sure what he wants, but apparently not to lose the option. He has a lot of redeeming qualities and we know each other well. So, its hard to say. I need to go and take a chance on an old friend. He's someone I've known and liked for a long time and he's definitely looking for a long term relationship. He seems great, but I just don't know him well enough to be sure. But I think I need to find out and I'm hoping its not the giddy crush part of things that is making me throw away a work in progress for nothing at all. I guess I'll chew on those thoughts for a bit longer before deciding, but I'm feeling more like taking the gamble than my usual risk averse self would normally... insanity or fate pushing me.
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