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My name is Kelly Ferris. I'm 19 years old and depressed. I have anxiety problems and worry about everything but myself. I'm aware that I'm constantly gaining weight, I'm highly susceptible to Diabetes (my father, uncle and grandmother have it), and my body is finally starting to ache because of my weight. I'm the heaviest I've ever been and the weight seems to just keep adding on.
I love food. It's delicious. I waste so much money while at work from buying food that's bad for me, only because it's so quick and easy. I don't want to keep on the track that I'm on... I picture seeing myself healthy, being able to wear the clothes I want to wear..being able to go on a walk without losing my breath. I dream about it. I crave it...but I don't have self motivation.
I would say that I don't care about myself, thus the reason why I'm obese. But I must care about myself a little bit to actually want to change, right? I'm praying I do. I really hope that this site helps me out because I need a push from other people; People who are or have gone through what I'm experiencing now. I don't have support here, so I'm hoping I have some support somewhere.
Diet Calendar Entry for 13 June 2011:
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1447 kcal
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Fat: 51.31g | Prot: 40.05g | Carb: 205.42g.
Breakfast: 2% Fat Milk, Millville Kookies Cereal. Lunch: Chocolate Milkshake. Dinner: Stouffers Lasagna. more...
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You definitely have support here! I haven't been on here very long, but have found it so helpful so far. It is so great to come on here and here stories so similar to my own. The biggest thing to know is that you are not alone. Somebody somewhere is having the same feelings you are having and I have had them before too. You should be proud of yourself already because if you are here then you are taking the first steps. Just remember that no matter what YOU ARE WORTH IT.
13 Jun 11 by member: amy30
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Thanks so much! You've helped me so much already with just encouraging me <3
14 Jun 11 by member: kellyferris
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I agree with Amy30, we all have to start somewhere and FS has really helped me. Just seeing all the posts that show me I'm not alone in this battle, have been a tremendous help. I come here everytime I feel discouraged and it helps bring me back up. =) I still have a ways to go myself and right now I'm struggling with keeping on track, I've found that it helps if you can find a friend that lives near you that you can work out with or walk with. If not, I've discovered that with patience I can do anything and so can you. So whatever you set your mind to, just take it one day at a time and you can do whatever you want. There are gonna be bad days, but thats what your "buddies" and FS is for. =)
14 Jun 11 by member: limberly
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