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ugh, I am growing more and more upset about this starvation mode stuff. Granted I skipped breakfast this morning (because I had dr appointments back to back), I still only topped out at 900 something calories. My boyfriend cook all my meals today. Bless his little heart. For lunch he made me a quorn "chicken" sandwich with fresh crushed tomato, basil leaves, whole wheat bread, and cheese. For dinner a "mexican" style stuffed pepper. It was filled with quinoa, mock ground sausage, mushroom, topped with fresh crushed tomatoes, homemade adobo sauce, and salsa. And you know what, I'm stuffed and I doubt I'll snack tonight because I'm exhausted and I'll be in bed soon. I'm trying so hard to build muscle, eat healthfully, and just do this right. It sucks to find out that what I'm doing could be the opposite. Especially when I thought I was doing so well. I have never in my life looked forward to working out, and now I cant wait for my next work out, I enjoy the soreness, I dont feel that pang of shame when I walk by the mirror any more. I have a lot of imperfections but now I'm fucking doing something about it. But I'm doing it wrong? This shit is too hard. How does anyone balance all of this?
Diet Calendar Entries for 22 April 2011:
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929 kcal
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Fat: 18.17g | Prot: 77.24g | Carb: 118.63g.
Lunch: babybel, weight watchers whole wheat bread, Red Tomatoes, quorn cutlet. Dinner: mushrooms, adobo sauce, tomatoes, red quinoa, bell pepper, gimme lean sausage style. Snacks/Other: Lean Body For Her Meal Replacement Shake - Chocolate. more...
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2477 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Housework - 1 hour, Desk Work - 4 hours, Walking (slow) - 2/mph - 1 hour, Vinyasa Yoga - 1 hour, Resting - 9 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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