madaboutmoose's Journal, 27 October 2014

I have no where to go but down! Well actually .... Knowing me I could go up but I will not.

Back to work today. Kind of glad. Vacation has been less than relaxing though I did get some good moments in the two weeks. DH still not feeling up to par. Blue's wound is still draining. Me? Well I did okay yesterday in the food department and stocked up on good groceries so there is hope.

Had the hardest time falling asleep last night. Just couldn't shut off my brain. Finding it challenging to stay in this moment. I read yesterday that one of my fs and FB friends lost her husband after a long, hard battle with cancer. She's just 42 years old with one child in her first year of college and another still at home. My heart aches for her and her family. As I laid in bed I just kept thinking, he's still alive, he's still alive.

And so on I go. Grateful I am for

Running into a former colleague at Safeway yesterday who could hear my pain as I shared hers
Grocery shopping ALONE!
A plan for healthier eating
Time in my near future for organizing and getting into a healthy routine
FS buddies who still know who I am!

Prayers for Cathy's mom who had heart surgery last week. Kindness towards myself and others. That's it for now.


Comments 
Our lives can change in an instant. We just have to live everyday the best we know how loving the special people in our lives. Hope it's an easier night. Glad you're here. 
27 Oct 14 by member: sharonfriz
I know Carol. I feel so badly for Amy. I thought she was younger than that and posted about her in my journal too. So very sad. He fought a hard fight. Thank you Carol for the prayers for my mom. Hugs to you and hope Blue is getting better.  
27 Oct 14 by member: chattycathy1955
Nice hearing from you. You are doing well keeping it together through all the stress.  
28 Oct 14 by member: BuffyBear

     
 

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