lesmstsbk0305's Journal, 17 February 2009

Ok so after my mental break down tonight I thought I did pretty well at least for me. I actually ate all three meals today. So that's a start and not as many unhealthy snacks.

This progress is slow and so i think that's what made me so panicy (if that is even a word) earlier this afternoon. I miss the old me. Ok I know I am the same person inside. But my body is inhabiting my ablity to do the things I love. Some days it's hard just to get up and that alone takes all my energy. I remember days when Hubby and I could go out dancing all night. Now by the time one fast song is over I am done.

I know the reasons I am doing this might be strange to some. People all the time are telling me don't just do it to start having kids. THat is not my only reason for doing this as I just stated. But having kids is my biggest reason as well as my biggest motivator. It may not make sense to most but it makes sense to me.

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1252 kcal

Fat: 22.31g | Prot: 45.55g | Carb: 223.44g.   Breakfast: Calcium Orange Juice, craisins, Vitamin D milk. Lunch: orange, Multigrain Bread, Sliced Amercian Cheese, Kroger Turkey Peperoni, fred meyer yellow mustard. Dinner: 2%Milk Italian Three Cheese Shreds, Quartered Artichoke Hearts, Sliced Baby Portobello Mushrooms, Barilla Rigatoni, Precious Low Fat Ricotta Cheese. Snacks/Other: Twizzlers Black Twists, Nutter Butter Bites Go-paks, True Delights Dark Chocolate Raspberry Almond, Neon Gummi Worms. more...

4098 kcal

Activities & Exercise: Weight Training (moderate) - 15 minutes, Exercise machine (slow) - 5 minutes, Exercise machine (fast) - 10 minutes, Desk Work - 3 hours, Housework - 1 hour, Sleeping - 8 hours, Resting - 11 hours and 30 minutes. more...