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Today has been a rough day... I am emotionally and physically exhausted.. things at home are stressed right now and this is the time when I usually start chowing down on everything. I know I ate a few things that I didn't log in today, but I also exercised for a half hour. I am hoping that tomorrow is a better day and there is no fighting or stress... I need a day to regroup,,,
I just truly wish I had the support of my fiancé.... I know when he is mad he says stuff he doesn't mean, but I take it to heart every time... He told me that my getting thin is just a pipe dream and that I will always be overweight... I wanted to punch him square in the face, but resisted the temptation... I know I said some hurtful things to him today too, but why he always goes for the cheap shot is beyond me. I asked him what he will say when I prove him wrong and he had no answer... I honestly think he does it because he worries that if I get thin, I will leave him for someone else... actually I know he thinks that, he has told me... but that doesn't mean he should be so damn nasty to me.
I am leaving his words behind me and not focusing on them... I am going to succeed, whatever it takes!! I am taking part in 3 challenges that begin tomorrow and I am looking forward to starting them... I will face those challenges head on just like I am going to continue with my diet. I will not let anything get the best of me any more...
Diet Calendar Entries for 26 January 2014:
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1031 kcal
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Fat: 33.71g | Prot: 53.05g | Carb: 130.25g.
Breakfast: Quaker Instant Oatmeal Weight Control - Banana Bread. Lunch: Sukiyaki (Stir Fried Beef and Vegetables in Soy Sauce), Old El Paso Vegetarian Refried Beans, Chi-Chi's Whole Wheat Tortillas, Americas choice AC 2045 SHRD TACO CHZ, Success Boil-in-Bag Whole Grain Brown Rice, McDonald's Chicken McNuggets (4 Pieces). Snacks/Other: Stacy's Pita Chip Company Cinnamon Sugar Pita Chips. more...
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2837 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Wii Fit U - 30 minutes, Resting - 15 hours and 30 minutes, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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Melissa, Im sure he loves you dearly and doesnt mean it... But He sounds a little immature and insecure. I hope he grows out of it. but in the meantime you can vent to us! I have that with my guy and we have been together for 18 yrs. he can be so sweet and supportive one minute but then he can be soooo stupid like your guy as well the next. Hes all over the place. hes offered me $500cash if I can lose the weight, goes biking with me when its nice out, and offered to buy me any equipment I need,... but then on the other hand he makes fun of my weight, started stocking kitkats and other various chocolates in the freezer (he never used to do that... why now?) He wants to go out to buffets. I cant go to the gym without bringing one of my kids because I know it will make him jealous/paranoid. I think men are far more complex than women! I stopped discussing my diet with him. He has been seeing changes but I dont tell him how Ive lost 5lbs or talk about my struggles. Hes a skinny stick... And people who have never been overweight they just dont understand how it is for the rest of us. Sometimes they think they are "helping" by teasing us. Anyhow, dont turn to food when you are stressed. Just come on here and tell us about it!
26 Jan 14 by member: Jess cheng
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Don't stress everyday is a fresh start, always strive for victory. Try your best to stick to challenges after a while you will loose bad eating habits!!! and pounds will start shredding and it will motivate you to commit more to your goal. Hopefully your fiance can try to support you. I always do best when my husband supports me he help me when I loose will power and want to eat junk food. Good luck
26 Jan 14 by member: chaparra03
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I hope you reach your goals and prove to yourself that you are worth it!
26 Jan 14 by member: onetonedmom
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It happens to everyone . forget his words . take those words as a challenge and prove him wrong like I have . we are all with you
27 Jan 14 by member: namramn1
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hope this helps, http://caloriesburnedhq.com/weight-loss-motivation/
27 Jan 14 by member: tsemist
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