fatfreeme's Journal, 11 January 2014

So I need to vent on here today. I am doing the best i can and losing. I just need to ad alot of exercise in since I have only been doing 1-2 mile walks a day. Last night I found out that my X-boyfriend was going around telling other people that he was still in love with me but that I am soo fat and have a weight issue. I was with him for a year and one of the reasons I stayed with him was because he accepted me for who and how I am. He NEVER mentioned my weight to me EVER. He always complimented me. So to find this out (what he really thought about me after the fact) is so damaging I can't HELP not being hurt by this. I REALLY didn't I was THAT overweight. I am only 22 pounds from being a healthy weight. YES i am feeling sorry for myself today on so many levels. I don't think I should date for a longgggg time I don't think I could EVER be the ideal weight because in retrospect i remember an x boyfriend getting mad that i was 155 pounds once. I can't win with these jerks

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380 kcal

Fat: 8.77g | Prot: 13.08g | Carb: 63.62g.   Breakfast: Toasted Whole Wheat Bread, Egg, Coffee-Mate Fat Free Hazelnut Coffee Creamer. Lunch: Spring Creek Barbeque Barbeque Sauce, Uncle Ben's Natural Whole Grain Brown Rice (Container). more...