I started my weightloss journey at 116 kilos in October 2012. I have lost 25 kilos,I am now 91 kilos but this is only halfway to my goal. I am in a slump and don't know how to get out. I think I have lost all motivation. I've stopped believing that I can lose anymore weight. Worse, I can feel the weight slowly creeping up again. I refuse to look at the scale. I feel desperate and in a deep dark place of despair. I look at my pictures and see a fat ugly 36 year OLD looking back at me. I feel FAT. I know I should get back on track but I don't know how......I look around me and I feel like the FAT ONE among a sea of slim women all around.
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