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So today is Sunday, September 19th. I still have the flu and it sucks! I've been dealing with yo-yo dieting for many years. My heaviest was 256 pounds...but thankfully I am at 217 these days. I have a long term goal, but right now, my short term goal sits at 30 pounds to lose by December 18th. I am traveling home with my "new guy" for Christmas, and it will be my first time seeing my family in 5 months. The last time they saw me I was 7 pounds lighter than now, but anyway, I just want them to be so proud of me for reaching my first goal...and I need to do this for me, not for anyone else. Weight has controlled my life for a long time and I don't want it anymore. I have no confidence in myself and absolutely despise how I look. I know I can turn heads someday, but I want to love myself...and I KNOW that losing this weight will change everything for me. I need some support...and I'm hoping I can find someone here to help me with that.
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