mathlibrarian's Journal, 26 January 2020

Currently, my long time war is with my colon. My colon and I do not agree on much lately despite my current efforts to disarm my enemy, yet they always seem to have a way of sneaking up on me in the most unfortunate ways. My colon and I will fight "The Never Ending War" until I die or it is removed. Because of this war, I have anemia and the superpower of knowing where any bathroom is. I am a librarian so I am good with research and finding bathrooms. My colon does not know this, but I know how to beat them. My first attempt is to lose weight. I need to lose weight to drop the amount of chemotherapy going into my body ever seven weeks for the rest of my life unless I am pregnant. (I would have to stop for the third trimester and while I breastfed my children. I may bottle feed them. I am not married nor do I have children besides my furbaby.)
I have tried for years to lose the weight, but only when I reached my max weight of 267 did I really push for it. For me, eating less, working out despite my arthritis trying to stop me (I think my arthritis is in league with my colon! I will let you know more in the future what I find out!), and using humor as a mask for pain. Seriously, I've been deep in this war for almost seven years. I will be victorious. If I need an armistice, then I will force one. I swear it.
Lately, I have won some of the battles. The one thing that is alluding me is the weight loss that comes with my autoimmune. I have another that is trying to prevent me from losing weight. (I think there may be a legion forming against me.)
So far, I've dropped down quite a bit since October. I started again in December to try harder. I've lost a good fifteen pounds or so.
I'm not measuring my loss by pound per pound but in vials. I need it! Less strain on my joints. (Arthritis and inflammation are going to make my knees crack. I am too young for this! Gah!)
I will hopefully be victorious in my next weigh in. Thank you for reading.
Tune in next time for a war update.

Diet Calendar Entries for 26 January 2020:
1065 kcal Fat: 48.93g | Prot: 14.13g | Carb: 139.18g.   Breakfast: Coca-Cola Diet Coke, McDonald's Baked Apple Pie. Lunch: Marketside Sugar Snap Peas, Tangerines (Mandarin Oranges), Dannon Light & Fit Yogurt - Strawberry (Container). Snacks/Other: Pringles Sour Cream & Onion Potato Crisps, Water, Wrigley Extra Sugar Free Gum - Spearmint. more...
3429 kcal Activities & Exercise: Desk Work - 9 hours, Stretching (yoga) - 15 minutes, Shopping - 15 minutes, Walking (brisk) - 4/mph - 3 minutes, Showering - 10 minutes, Sleeping - 4 hours and 31 minutes, Resting - 8 hours and 19 minutes, Driving - 1 hour and 27 minutes. more...

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U got this 💪 
26 Jan 20 by member: CharlieLovesChaplin
Thank you! I appreciate the support! 
26 Jan 20 by member: mathlibrarian
♥️ You can do this 🙌💪💜💚 
26 Jan 20 by member: jcmama777
Thank you! I am going to keep trying! 
26 Jan 20 by member: mathlibrarian
May I suggest looking up Dr Boz on youtube.com. 
26 Jan 20 by member: NotCharlie
Draglist, I have UC, so I need the gluten as I am allergies to a few too many foods (mostly berries, coconut (all forms) and most nightshade plants). I have cut out all beef and pork as I am mostly a fish and fowl fan. I am careful with what I eat, but I don't prevent myself from taking in the cravings occasionally. The thing about UC is that the body thinks the colon is an enemy. When you have to live with an enemy day in and day out, it is like a siege of fire. Some days are calm, and then BAM! Where's the nearest toilet? There are also some extremely rare bad days where I can't even get out of bed. 
26 Jan 20 by member: mathlibrarian

     
 

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