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How do we continue to do this when there are so many other things out there that we should be paying attention to? I went out tonight and met so many people who's lives have been swept away. I feel so guilty for having escaped with so much when so many people have nothing left. When I was exhausted yesterday, I thought I did enought for awhile. Tonight, I don't think I did. I'm sad and I'm frustated and I feel like I don't know anything about what goes on in the world around me.
I don't think many of you understand this - the smell is something that I hope I never have to smell again - it is somewhere between a dead animal and sewer. And there are flies everywhere. I met a man who moved his family up here after Katrina. He told us a week ago to buy fly swatters. I had no idea what he meant - I had no idea it would be this bad. It was a good piece of advice. There are dead farm animals, garbage and sewage that washed into people's houses. It's not just clean up....it's trying to salvage their family pictures that may be covered in these things.....
I'm sorry to vent...I'm so sad tonight...sader than I've been when I was actually working to clean up...
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I'm so sorry Paige. Reading this makes me thankful for what little I do have. Dont feel sad, instead remember all the sweat and (most likely) tears that you put in helping these people. You are an angel for what you have done, so many others would turn the other cheek when it doesn't affect them. You are so special and wonderful, and you need to remember that you did what you could. Everyone you helped are probably extremely thankful!
20 Jun 08 by member: Leah22
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That sounds so awful. My prayers are with them and bless you for helping.
20 Jun 08 by member: mbhpro
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It is sadness that makes us human and it is humanity that makes us care. Unfortunately, it is only through times like this, that we can reminded of how fortunate we are. It is only through times like this that people like you are able to show your true nature and character. Hopefully, it will end soon and you need to stay strong for everyone else who cant. God has created parts for everyone and you are doing yours with honors. God bless you.
20 Jun 08 by member: caged liberty
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Thank you for your comments everyone....I can't seem to shake this helplessness...tomorrow will be another day...I don't think one person can ever do "enough"...I guess I just have to reach some sort of peace with that....and find a balance between what I can do for others and what I need to do for myself...
21 Jun 08 by member: Paige E
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You're human Paige. I don't know if I could do what you are doing. You're journals have made me feel thankful that my children and I are healthy and safe. You're doing wonderful things. You shouldn't feel like you're not doing enough. Please find balance, you're peace of mind relies on it :) xo
21 Jun 08 by member: Keri15
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You're so right that one person can never do enough, just because of the immensity of the task. But one person can only do what they can do -- and you are doing that so very well! OF COURSE you wish you could do more. But do take care of yourself. We love you.
21 Jun 08 by member: gramnbear
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