FLOWERDUDE's Journal, 19 July 2010

Hey there... being challenged today... just keeping it real... not gonna kick myself in the pants over it... BUT .. it is my birthday...and loving folks are bringing me goodies... I am craving sweets like crazy. A friend from South Africa brought me a Meulk Tarte custard pie...never had that before and I have eaten two slices... about. I have a massive weakness for homemade anything... I could totally inhale the whole thing. I already feel the carb buzz.. I have put the lid on it and I am now chowing on my salad. As I have said to others.. .I now remind myself...that I am in this for life...not just for loss. I usually pass such hurdles to get to the loss...but today... I am wavering.