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I am officially down 21 lbs, but I see no difference except in my boobs, where I would really prefer to keep it. Today is frustrating.... I am not sure if my mind will ever accept my body as being anything but fat. I think only someone who is or was very overweight can understand that. My friend gave me the you are wacked look when I said that to her.I am almost 1/2 way there, but to me, everything should be fitting different but it seems only my upper chest is smaller. Just frustrated today. Have to fight my mind today and keep moving forward. Today is almost a crossroad for me. This is where I normally say screw it and get the cheeseburger and then 1 bad day turns into weeks, months.....God please help me get past this. Come so far, again and I just have to continue whether I see the difference or not. I have to convince myself that the scale can not lie.... think I am a bit wacked today!
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