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😷 tootsie roll poisonings got me again. Our realtor gave them to us. I ate every. Single. One. I have some sort of compulsion to finish packages. So weird. So not listening to my body. I seem to be testing my body’s limits, of comfort and sheer ability. I enjoy candy, but it’s an addiction. I got to get back on the wagon. I know it’s been rough with my husband and the move. It seemed innocent at the time. But I overate by 1k calories and I’m completely out of whack. We don’t have a fridge... so I’m not stocked up with my food choices right now. Sadly I’m craving salad and carrot marinara and cauliflower.... how’s that for a mismanaged binge. I’m gonna have to find time tomorrow for shopping and cooking so I can get my food back in line. It’s been days! Okay. I feel much better. Gonna quit the sweet stuff. Starting now.
Diet Calendar Entry for 04 November 2018:
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2784 kcal
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Fat: 115.77g | Prot: 82.45g | Carb: 392.38g.
Breakfast: Grapes (Red or Green, European Type Varieties Such As Thompson Seedless) . Lunch: Wawa Smoky Chipotle Turkey & Cheese Ciabatta, Theo Chocolate Orange Dark Chocolate 70% Cacao. Dinner: Sodexo Turkey & Cheese Sandwich, Grapes (Red or Green, European Type Varieties Such As Thompson Seedless) . Snacks/Other: Great Value Fruit Slices Candy, Ellsworth Cheddar Cheese Curds, Pepperidge Farm Goldfish Baked Snack Crackers - Cheddar (1 oz Pouch), Nestle Kit Kat (Fun Size), Tootsie Roll Tootsie Roll (Mini-Midgees), Tootsie Roll Frooties, Tootsie Roll Fruit Chews, Great Value Powdered Raspberry Filled Donuts. more...
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I have been having the hardest time since moving
04 Nov 18 by member: love2read1977
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I ate healthy today UNTIL the chocolate Oreos appeared. Only ate two, scraped out the filling and tossed it into the garbage disposal but ate the cookie parts. I can't use any recent stress as a trigger, just weak will. But I promise to forgive you, if you'll forgive me.😊
04 Nov 18 by member: BlueFront
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You can do it, we all fall to something
04 Nov 18 by member: Marcusjx6
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I had four homemade chocolate chip cookies. Back on the wagon tomorrow, me and you, ok? And Bluefront! 😄
04 Nov 18 by member: lynowen
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04 Nov 18 by member: Horseshu1
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I had the same problem... yesterday my brother came to us, we drunk a bit beer... and I started to eat. I began from guiltless grilled chicken... then bread... chips.. chocolate... pretzels... more chocolate... I stopped only when my stomach pained... and yes, I was purged. I felt nothing but defencelessness and weakness. Even no shame. Said to myself that it was first time during last month, that nothing awful, that I just have to go further. But today we ate pizza... 2,5 slices... that a bit chocolate. I understood that it could turn into the next purging and I don’t wanna do it again! So I run away from home, from food. I plan to sit in conference room and to learn until 10pm, then quick shower and sleep.
04 Nov 18 by member: Contra_
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How is your husband? Hope everything is good....
04 Nov 18 by member: Contra_
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Need my address? I have a four year old who will eat every last tootsie roll to help you stay on your diet! I think you’ve done pretty well with everything that’s going on for you right now!
04 Nov 18 by member: peeperjj
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Good job Koshka!! Running away helps! Next time, try to Keep your binge! You’ll get to recover a lot faster and you won’t risk having a stroke from purging/doing all the other damage. My husband is sore but he’s alive and well! 💕
05 Nov 18 by member: KayBuckaroo
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well while I am so sorry for everyone's fall from their wagon..I also realize my 2 spoons of no sugar low carb peanut butter was not as bad as I thought afterall. it took me over for my carbs and calories but it could have been worse since I was really craving sweets. I just can't have candy or cake in my house...I'm an addict.. so it's just too dangerous for me.
05 Nov 18 by member: kashroben
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lynowen At least your cookies were home-made so you know the exact ingredients in them. Mine were off brand "Oreos". So who knows what I ate. 😮
05 Nov 18 by member: BlueFront
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