g_ortegam's Journal, 21 July 2018

Haven't been tracking much but keeping it routine. IMF on and off trying not to be sad about my doggie. It's funny I don't have children and I'm not married. I was the crazy chihuahua lady. And my baby was everything. For 13 years I had her with me and this sounds weird perhaps but wtf do I do with myself now ? Idk I just picked up her ashes last night and feel so sad for her. But I know it was her time. She was not well and there was literally nothing we could do. I just want to take her to the beach again and give her treats. 😭😭😭
250.8 lb Lost so far: 49.2 lb.    Still to go: 70.8 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.

Diet Calendar Entry for 21 July 2018:
1050 kcal Fat: 84.71g | Prot: 53.42g | Carb: 20.55g.   Breakfast: Dutch Bros. Coffee Keto Americano, McDonald's Sausage McMuffin with Egg (No Muffin). Lunch: Mission Chicharrones, Calavo Guacamole Single Serve, Deli Sliced Ham, Giant Eagle Cherry Tomatoes, Diamond of California Shelled Walnuts. more...
losing 1.4 lb a week

20 Supporters    Support   

Comments 
I am sorry for your loss, they are a part of our lives and it tugs on the heart strings when you have to let them go. I am sure when you are ready you will find another companion to give joy to.  
21 Jul 18 by member: baskington
Awww hon, i am so sorry. There is no way out other than through. You gave her a wonderful life. Sending good thoughts your way. 
21 Jul 18 by member: jengetfit123
I know what u mean, when my dogs got run over I wanted to die myself 
21 Jul 18 by member: rosio19
Some people might not understand but some of us can love a pet as we love family members 
21 Jul 18 by member: rosio19
I am so sorry for your loss. Many people do not understand that pets are companions, friends, family. Sometimes are the only ones in the world who will listen and not judge you. It hurts to lose that part of ourselves when we have to say goodbye to a pet. My heart goes out to you.  
21 Jul 18 by member: Klynn82
sorry for your loss- pets are family, too. 
21 Jul 18 by member: cynthiaaeh
So sorry. I do not have human babies. I am lucky enough to have 4 rescue dogs. 1 is a chi mix and she is always attached to me. I have lost two furbabes over the years. A lab mix that I brought to my marriage suddenly got ill at 14. I stayed in bed for a month and really had to work at over coming the grief. Perhaps in the future you will welcome another one into your heart. So many need homes. In the meantime, grieve however you need to. A piece of your heart has left this world. xo 
21 Jul 18 by member: Kim4dogNite
I am sorry. I am a chihuahua Mom too 
21 Jul 18 by member: patriciabows
So sorry for your loss! 
21 Jul 18 by member: eatolive4life
I understand your grief. I just recently lost my sweet Baby to cancer. it feels so empty without her around to talk to and have by my side. The sadness will slowly diminish over time. I'm sorry for your lose. 
21 Jul 18 by member: aeflock
A new puppy may not fill the hole immediately but they will certainly try. Give it a few weeks and then look to a pup. They will love you for taking them on. 
21 Jul 18 by member: 00Marx00
Nice work. Let's go! #stillgrindtime #stayhungry  
21 Jul 18 by member: jimmiepop
I know you are grieving and I am sending you all my hugs and prayers but she’s in no pain and still with you in your heart 💔💞 
21 Jul 18 by member: gsn fan
Sending love back to you guys ❤️❤️❤️ You all are right. Thank you so much for all the support.  
21 Jul 18 by member: g_ortegam
Awwww, I'm so sorry! 🐾🐾 I'm here with ya! Single, no kids, MUST LOVE DOGS! I lost my first at 16, the house was so quiet, I didn't go out, no walks, eerily quiet. I looked online 3 months later I adopted another SENIOR dog! She saved me. Now I adopt senior dogs one at a time. Keep moving! Start a hobby, reminisce all the good time you two had. Sending you doggie love! 
22 Jul 18 by member: jenjabba

     
 

Submit a Comment


You must  sign in to submit a comment
 

Other Related Links

Members



g_ortegam's weight history


Get the app
    
© 2024 FatSecret. All rights reserved.