No matter how my second weigh-in goes I'm sticking with my program. I am actually enjoying what I am doing... calorie counting and eating the occasional forbidden food like cereal or noodles measured and weighed. I must admit I have my doubts I am a survivor of so many diets and have so many contradictory rules floating around in my head... little scared to leave them all behind and just focus on eating up to my magic number and nothing beyond. I started to feel like I wanted meat last night and after almost two weeks on this program I ate only 4 oz.worth instead of half pound ... so something is happening ... right now I don't want to start figuring out proportions of this and that. It would make this like every other program I failed.. Almost two weeks in, I'm still counting and measuring... a record for me ... don't want to jinks it.
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