Missychick21's Journal, 20 February 2012

Thinking of you today with LOVE... 

Missy. I am troubled by your oh well attitude lately...I worry that is what got you to your starting point in the first place. Making a concious decision to go off plan is not a bad thing, but you need to have a solid plan in place for getting back on ... and nothing should be "oh well" anymore. It should be instead...I deserve a break and I understand that managing my food will be rough for the day. I will do my best and tomorrow make a better effort tomorrow to stick to the plan... I hope you get through these blahs...winter is hard for all of us, but the sun will come out tomorrow...and the only thing we can count on is change....and all those other sayings apply. Keep strong and accountable...stay determined!  

I'm so sorry for your loss, Missy! Lifting you up in prayer, and hoping you feel stronger in the days to come. Much Love. 

So sorry for you loss..take care of you... 

It goes beyond just oh well, 5 years ago just before I had my daughter I lost one of the closest friends I ever had in a car accident. She was only 18 years old. 12 days later I gave birth. All everyone said to me when I found out was "Don't stress out" Now to have lost my Grandfather the same month 5 years later and for his services to be on my daughter's and Uncle's birthday and not be able to attend or be there when he passed away is tearing me apart. There was 12 years when I didn't see him until an uncle tracked me down at the age of 16 and took me to see him. I missed out on so much and by living so far away and being broke without even owning a car I couldn't go see him. My children will never get to know what an amazing man he was an every year my daughter's birthday will be a reminder that he is gone. I don't want to have sad feelings on her birthday every year... Right now my biggest goal is to go a whole day without crying in front of my children and upsetting them too. February definitely is not the best month for me. 

sorry for ur loss.congrats to ur daughter.life can be very confusing.one day ur new woe will just be automatic.just stick with it. 

I am so sorry for your loss Missy. What a conflict - your daughter's fifth birthday and your grandfather's funeral. I am sorry. Don't let it set you back, though! You must keep going! You will feel better - physically and emotionally. I know you can do it! Hang in there and know that others have you in their thoughts and prayers. 

I am so sorry for your loss Missy. What a conflict - your daughter's fifth birthday and your grandfather's funeral. I am sorry. Don't let it set you back, though! You must keep going! You will feel better - physically and emotionally. I know you can do it! Hang in there and know that others have you in their thoughts and prayers.