flaxseed's Journal, 18 July 2011

Good morning everyone, especially those back at square 1 - Day 6 and I'm still in the right zone diet wise. Don't know that the rest of my 'balance' is right yet but I'm working at it. I just hope I can keep on track while my mind is a bit out of kilter. Two journeys at the same time is quite hard.

I've got to the part where people think that I'm OK, they don't see the loneliness and empty holes in my life that I don't know how to fill yet. Its all the little things like having no-one to tell about something that you've seen or has happened, no pats on the shoulder or ruffles of the hair in passing and worst of all no one to warm your feet on in bed! The house is ganging up on me too. Gate post has given up the ghost and the hot water tank burst raining water down my lounge wall. I've coped! and am now waiting for what I know will be a big bill

Weather here has been abysmal. Torrential rain and a bit chilly. My garden looks like an overgrown wilderness and I can't get out there because of the weather.

Have a good and happy week.

Diet Calendar Entry for 18 July 2011:
901 kcal Fat: 21.70g | Prot: 74.22g | Carb: 102.79g.   Breakfast: agave syrup, Total 0% Nonfat Greek Strained Yogurt. Lunch: wholemeal bread. Dinner: beef stroganoff with green beans and broccoli. Snacks/Other: peach. more...

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I am sorry that so many things are coming down on you right now. I am also sorry about the loneliness part of the journey you are on. I hope you will find some fillers and perhaps a new friend to brighten your days. Perhaps a room mate or pet? While a pet might not be the one to talk to they certainly love to warm one's feet and get you out and about for a walk if they are of the four legged variety that says woof! :) {{{{hugs}}}}  
18 Jul 11 by member: dawn0001
Afternoon to you!!! It is indeed a big adjustment. One moment at a time. Isn't it great we have a place like this we can write exactly what we are feeling. Well, okay ... I don't always write it all but still ... I think you know what I mean. Looks to me like you are off to a grand start in terms of eating ... kudos to you!! People just don't know what to say or how to act. The loss of a loved one causes others to realize that no one is here forever ... reality sometimes is very challenging. Keep up the great work ... the weather has to change eventually!!! 
18 Jul 11 by member: madaboutmoose
Look at your gorgeous chart!!! You are doing fantastic!!! I think it's great your are here. I think there are wonderful things coming in your future flaxseed...time will tell the wonderful chapters that you have yet to write. Moose is right, someday soon the sun will shine.  
19 Jul 11 by member: sharonfriz

     
 

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