ArielRose's Journal, 10 June 2011

I think I feel a little depressed. I have a way I want to live my life and my weight is holding me back.


I binge eat and purge. Even tiny meals. I have regret and guilt. Then I purge. and the hunger starts screaming at me.

I need to stop and just look at what I am eating. I need to eat smaller portions of healthier foods.

I think I'm an addict. It is not about the food. There is something deeper going on inside me. I need to take control.