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Feeling like I just cannot get motivated. I am feeling really down. I hate this feeling. I just do not know what to do first. There is so much I want to do, it is like I just go through the motion of living right now. I want get up and start something. This is so un like me. I have a garden to tend, a big house to take care of, 2 dogs,(one is blind) 1 cat, 4 chickens and 2 grown children and one husband. I still feel like I am wasting too much time. I miss the city life a lot. I love the country life also. I miss my children being young. What is wrong with me. I have to be going through a mid-life crisis. I just want to be me again. I miss the social life I use to have in Colorado. But when I was there I missed the country life of here. I am making myself laugh. I am strange. If you knew me you would think I was normal. I am just spilling my guts on here. Oh well. I want a job, I want to be around people. But then again I do not want to be confined to 9 to 5 everyday. I want flexible hours, maybe I just should do charity work. I could use some extra money. Me and my husband are following the Dave Ramsey plan right now and hope to be completely debt free within the year. So I sort of miss shopping also. I am just wanting to have some fun, like enjoy what I do. I do enjoy what I do, I just am at the point I am not doing it anylonger. I just and going through the motions of life.
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If you moved recently, maybe you're still adjusting? Or maybe, you're just having a bad day where your thoughts are racing...Exercise is always a good way to start your day and will definitely motivate you for your other projects! Hope you feel more comfortable soon...:)
16 Jun 09 by member: kimbulie
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take a deep breath... and do one thing at the time.
I know what it is to be isolated. I moved to Calgary Alberta 2 years ago and I still don't have friends. living in country is wonderful but being lonely is hard. I hope you will meet people very soon. is there any farm in your area? farmers can use help sometimes. it's just an idea... doing few hours every week to help, and in the same time getting to know your neighbours, and rewarding yourself with the money you would make...
16 Jun 09 by member: jessyline
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I know just what you mean! Nothing is good, all the things you used to have were better than now, work is boring or lonely - I am 51 and getting tired of PMS/TOM, but don't want to go through THE CHANGE! How is the Dave Ramsey plan working? Do you think it will really work?
16 Jun 09 by member: abbadabba
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Are there any social groups in your area that you could look into? Having people around you to bounce ideas off of is good, and other people in your area might be good sources of ideas about part time or occasional work.
17 Jun 09 by member: Bronze60
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