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So I'm sitting here wondering how I allowed myself to get this big. I've always been bigger,and just became comfortable. Since I got married two years ago I went from 245 to 297. That 52lbs. Holy crap! How the heck did this happen. I keep thinking that when I this happens I'll be able to exercise or when this happens I'll be able to pay a personal chef. I'm wondering why it's so easy for some and almost impossible for others, me being one of the ones it's almostimpossible for. I'm hoping that this will help me change my lifestyle. I don't want to have to think about food all the tyme or be pre-occupied with what I'm eating. But honestly that's what has to happen for a while to get my goal.
I don't like having to do this but I need to. My health and at some point my marriage depends on it.
I want to be attractive to my husband. I want to be able to have "fun" with my husband with out the thought of self-disgust going through my head. I'm going to do it. I have to do it! I'm going to be a better me because of it.
Diet Calendar Entries for 14 June 2009:
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1055 kcal
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Fat: 22.75g | Prot: 37.75g | Carb: 188.00g.
Breakfast: cottage cheese, Sliced Cling Peaches. Lunch: Chocolate Frosty (Small). Dinner: Yellow Curry Rice. Snacks/Other: Mini Snickers Bar. more...
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4251 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Sitting - 6 hours, Walking (moderate) - 3/mph - 2 hours, Resting - 6 hours and 30 minutes, Sleeping - 9 hours and 30 minutes. more...
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