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I got in around 10,200 steps yesterday, but I swam (can't wear the pedometer in the pool). I would have done my evening jog in place, but instead took two Xanex and went to bed crying. My precious pretty dog (my first dog) of 13 years, was hit by a car a died last night. The police brought me her collar. I am so very sad, and tears stream down my face as I type this now. I loved that dog dearly.
I blame this new house (without a fence), the attempts to retrain, and her old age (she was going deaf, and had several moments of confusion). I'd let her and my other dog out to go to the bathroom. One dog came back. I called for Holly several times, and finally gave up, thinking she'd come to the front door, like she had done before once done wandering for a place to go potty. After a while, she still wasn't home. I sent my husband out to look for her as I tucked in the kids. By the time I was done, he still hadn't found her. I put on my coat and hat, and as I stepped out onto the front porch, a police car pulled up. I thought he'd found her on the loose and was bringing her back to me, but instead he told me the sad news. He asked if I'd like her body, or if I'd like him to just take her to the humane society. I chose the human society. I didn't want to see her. That would just kill me inside. I've been crying on and off since last night. This is much harder than I'd every imagined it would be. Surprisingly the kids are ok. She really was my dog though, so I guess that is ok.
Diet Calendar Entries for 25 January 2011:
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1050 kcal
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Fat: 42.71g | Prot: 67.55g | Carb: 91.50g.
Breakfast: gnc lean shake. Lunch: Peanut Butter Pretzel Twist Supreme Protein bar. Dinner: diet dr pepper, Lighten Up Sesame Ginger Dressing, rotisserie chicken, spring mix salad. Snacks/Other: Sabra Hummus, Stacy's Pita Chips, sweethearts. more...
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2274 kcal
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Activities & Exercise:
Desk Work - 4 hours, Weight Training (moderate) - 30 minutes, Exercise machine (moderate) - 30 minutes, Resting - 11 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...
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