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Didn't have a good day today. It was far too rushed and stressful. I work best from home. It's sad, coz I like being around people as well. And then the bf comes home from work, being loud and obnoxious, disrupting my peace and the war I'm having with my mind & food. A constant fight for freedom from binge urges. Bruised and battered from the emotional stress, beating myself up daily and calculating just how much self- loathing I should experience for the rest of the evening because of my binge-eating. And the bf doesn't understand wtf is going on. Why is she suddenly silent? It's because you will never understand how much I hate this side of me.
Diet Calendar Entries for 01 October 2020:
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1981 kcal
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Fat: 49.28g | Prot: 42.57g | Carb: 347.39g.
Breakfast: Cappuccino, Clover Butro, Butter Croissants. Lunch: Cherry Tomatoes, Boiled Potato (Fat Not Added in Cooking). Dinner: Boiled Potato (Fat Not Added in Cooking), Pick n Pay Coleslaw Mix. Snacks/Other: Woolworths Seedless Red Grapes, Mashed Potato not Made with Milk or Fat (from Fresh), Air Popped Popcorn, Jumpin Jack White Cheddar Popcorn. more...
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