Reina Estrella's Journal, 27 October 2008

I'm feeling better today just very bored.

I was really looking forward to going to the parks today to walk around the lakes, but it's pouring here so can't do that.

I'm just trying to stay positive and keep a smile on my face.

I'm sorry if I've been dragging some of you down here.

I should be positive for you guys.

I'm just so young to have 3 kids and 2 jobs and school and trying to lose weight. It's just overwhelming...

Work is really slow right now and we're struggling to make ends meet this month...I just wish I had someone to fall back on like the college kids I'm in class with whose parents pay their rent and all of their bills. Sigh.

I don't have a mom around to answer questions about the kids, or whatever else. It's frustrating sometimes. I don't know all the answers to life...I'm still growing up myself...

I'm doing very well eating-wise. Exercise has been difficult since it's been raining here and i do my walking outside.

So since i can't exercise like I want to, I've been eating way less to try to make up for the calories I can't burn.

I'm not starving myself or anything. I'm just not getting hungry lately...

Diet Calendar Entries for 27 October 2008:
383 kcal Fat: 24.32g | Prot: 23.84g | Carb: 28.22g.   Breakfast: Coffee, Splenda, sausage, Hard Boiled Eggs. Lunch: McDonald's Double Cheese Burger, onion, Mushroom, zucchini. Dinner: green beans, NC style Pork BBQ. more...
3399 kcal Activities & Exercise: Dance (fast step, aerobic) - 30 minutes, Desk Work - 2 hours, Calisthenics (light, e.g. home exercise) - 15 minutes, Calisthenics (heavy, e.g. pushups) - 15 minutes, Housework - 4 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours, Resting - 8 hours, Driving - 1 hour. more...

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Glad you are feeling better, sweetie! Do you not have any local friends to help with emotional support? 
27 Oct 08 by member: Simavision
Hang in there. We all get overwhelmed sometimes. Just do the best you can. 
27 Oct 08 by member: sararay
When you read my profile -- you will see that my twenty-two-year-old son is one of those college kids who has his parents pay his expenses and such. He doesn't exactly understand what Fat Secret is but after reading your journal entry today -- I wish he were here sitting next to me to see EXACTLY how tough some college students have life. He is in the Carolinas. We are in the Midwest. He has worked hard to earn -- and continues to work hard to maintain a baseball scholarship -- but sometimes I will admit he does seem to have "it" easy. KEEP UP THE FIGHT! YOU CAN DO IT! YOU HAVE SO MANY PEOPLE HERE WHO BELIEVE IN YOU! SUCCESS IS MEASURED BY THE NUMBER OF OBSTACLES YOU OVERCAME TO REACH YOUR DESTINATION!  
27 Oct 08 by member: Cobra Fan
P.S. DON'T QUIT. OKAY? YOU WILL BE SO GLAD YOU DID NOT GIVE UP!  
27 Oct 08 by member: Cobra Fan
Please remember you are doing so much for yourself and others and be very proud of the woman you are. Take good care of yourself. 
27 Oct 08 by member: nikeit
*hugs* 
27 Oct 08 by member: Simavision
Hang in there. Take it one day at a time! 
28 Oct 08 by member: mbhpro

     
 

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