restlesshope's Journal, 09 October 2010

53 carbs for the day and i ate nothing to hold me for the day... my son wanted to go to the mall.. there is nothing there to eat so i ate the chicken strips and wanted to be good then we took the 3 year old to the ice cream store but she wouldn't eat it all and it was either let her spill it on some one else's car or eat it! yes i know it was a slim excuse but there ya go, so now the day is busted and i didn't even want what i ate! i don't even feel like i cheated because i didn't want it but i did eat it.. but the last time i went to the mall i just can't remember i did something i got out of the house and did not feel self concious about myself so it was worth it i do feel good about getting out of my shell and acting like a normal person
i am sitting here looking at my weight and it is hard to believe that is me! i am at 186! i have come a long way and have a long way to go but some times you get a pause in life and you see where you are sort of to stop and smell the roses. i am good today and i will be even better the day after!

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785 kcal

Fat: 47.09g | Prot: 34.57g | Carb: 53.00g.   Breakfast: heavy whipping cream, Water, coffee. Lunch: Chicken Strips. Dinner: strawberry ice cream cold stone. more...

2057 kcal

Activities & Exercise: Resting - 16 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...