Here I am, Wednesday of my "diet vacation"... feeling ok... been allowing myself things that i normally wouldn't eat b/c i'm "scared" of the calories (almond butter, extra tuna)... i think after this week i might be ready to tighten it up a little bit. not ready to calorie count.. but get back to a more regimented way of eating. No more of the little extras that i've allowed while on my break.
i'm actually pretty happy with myself. Yeah about once a day i'm eating something that's a no no.. but for the most part i'm gravitating towards the good stuff.. even the "bad" stuff isn't THAT bad. ok some is... but i needed this time away.
Good and weird news... i bought two pair of size 10 work pants friday. I wore the first pair monday. Yeah.. they were saggy. Not huge by any stretch.. but definitely loose in the waist. Yesterday. I wear the second pair. Big... not good big. big...
So.. possibly this weekend, Naiomy might go and try on some SIZE 8 DRESS SLACKS... is this even possible? I know styles and cuts of certain clothes are different, but is it possible that i might be able to get into ANY size 8 pants????????
The mystery will be revealed. Seriously... like i told my FS buddy Steph.. i will cry... i really think i will.. b/c ultimately.. my goal was to get into a size 8. I made it about so many other things that i wasn't happy with my progress. And here i am on my diet vacation, trying to shock my body, and i might be getting into my goal size this week.. of all weeks.
As i've said in previous journals, i don't "count" getting into a size until i'm in a pair of skinny jeans in that size. So i won't claim a size 8.. but.... i'd be in there bitches...
Well... off to my first work out class since taking a break from everything.. i had a jog this morning. but that doesnt count.
have a great evening FS'ers..
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