HappyHealthySmartSexy's Journal, 19 August 2010

Excited to start the challenge in a few days. I am excited to be doing it alongside so many other people to. I just get so psyched up thinking that by Oct 31st... I could be skinny? Crazy. I remember when I lost weight before I got cancer. I was the skinniest I'd been since I was 13. 154 and that may not sound light for a person who was 5'5'' but everyone thought I looked about 120 and thats just fine with me. Cancer oddly put the pounds on but now that it's gone I need to shed this weight. I remember when I was at my skinniest weight, I was a team building exercise for my job and we were supposed to create a tower using a few pieces of wood and other materials so we'd decided that we'd be apart of the structure and we were deciding who would be on top. Then I heard the most miraculous thing. She pointed at me and said, "Her, she's the skinny one". I couldn't believe my ears. I was in a group of physically fit people and IIII was the skinny one? I marveled at the idea and it felt so good. I felt like I could take over the world. I want that feeling back.

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1231 kcal

Fat: 30.13g | Prot: 33.53g | Carb: 216.10g.   Breakfast: stevia, agave syrup, Almond Breeze Unsweetened Vanilla, coffee, eggplant trader joes. Lunch: soy yogurt, reduced fat coffee cake starbucks, short soy chai starbucks. Dinner: miso soup, banana, sparkling water, soda diet hansens, soy yogurt. more...

3535 kcal

Activities & Exercise: Shopping - 3 hours, Desk Work - 8 hours, Housework - 3 hours, Resting - 2 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...