Leah22's Journal, 13 June 2008

I did well yesterday... but I am sure I didn't eat enough. When I am stressed I tend to either not eat enough or stuff my face full. This week its been not wanting to eat. I had eaten some lunch meat and cheese for lunch, took a couple bites of my sons chicken, then for dinner, I had 1/2 can of tuna, a slice of all natural no carb cheese, and about 4 grape tomatoes.

Today I had 1 egg with some chunks of cut up steak, and 1 slice of that natural no carb cheese, and about 6 grape tomatoes. I know if I am following Atkins induction, I shouldn't be eating the tomatoes... but I feel that I am still sticking to low carb, and at least I am eating healthier than if I were eating junk food.

For lunch, I cooked up some stew meat with seasonings, butter, broccoli, and grape tomatoes.

For supper, I believe I will have a salad with canned chicken, and mayo, but not sure if I will even be hungry enough to eat.

I am still ubber stressed, and just want to cry at the drop of a hat. I am irritated, as I am staying at a friends house while he is out of town, and his roommates are here, and my son has been whiny and crabby (which I feel is to be expected since he's used to seeing his dad everyday and hasn't seen him in a couple days) and my friends roommate came out this morning basically telling me how to parent my child. Mind you he had only been awake for an hour, and she came out saying "Why dont you take him outside or something? It has been 2 hours of constant crying and screaming!" I am sorry, but how was he crying for 2 straight hours when he had only been up for 1 hour, and it wasn't even constant. He would cry when I would scold him for doing things he shouldn't and pushing his limits! I don't care how many kids you have, or what not, do NOT tell me what to do with my child. I am stuck here with no money for gas in my car, and will be here at least a week until my friend gets home, and I will see if he will help me with money to get back home to get things squared away there.

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Really hoping things get better for you soon. 
13 Jun 08 by member: mbhpro
I'm so sorry to hear about what is going on. Can you go to a shelter. They have resources to help you get back on your feet and is a safe environment for you and your son to begin healing. Contact your local police department and they can advise you on who to contact. You don't need to be under additional stress at this time. It is great that you have a friend to help. God bless you both.  
13 Jun 08 by member: juanab

     
 

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