Cheeks's Journal, 28 May 2008

Everyone was right last week with their posts and TOM ended up coming to visit this morning (so hard to tell with pre-menopause these days!). I'm excited…and actually scared today. As you've probably read, my husband and I have been on a fertility venture since we got married in August. We were approved for IVF…and I was sooooo excited. Each day I have been counting the days until TOM would come so I could start my shots. Have I mentioned that I am deathly afraid of needles? I am. Have been since I was a child due to a poor doctor (his practice was shut down years later) sticking them in, and pulling them out when he hit a bone, and said "lets try that again" and then stick me again. You'd think I would be okay with it by now, but I'm not, even after all these years. So I'm feeling a little panicky today, knowing that my husband or I are going to have to give MYSELF the shots within the next few days. Heart is racing, anxiety is setting in. Luckily the first day of TOM I don't feel like eating much…but I hope that the next few days I don’t feel the need to feed my emotions. I feel strong on many things…but shots are a whole different story. Other than that pending doom…I feel great! Hahahah

Diet Calendar Entry for 28 May 2008:
1212 kcal Fat: 19.24g | Prot: 76.77g | Carb: 198.89g.   Breakfast: Fiber One, Weight Watchers Yogurt, strawberry, blueberries. Lunch: Teriyaki Chicken & Vegetables. Dinner: kirkland, 2% kraft cheese, lavash. Snacks/Other: hunt's pudding, lemon, Cheese Nips Thin Crisps Crackers - 100 Calorie Packs. more...

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Awww... sorry to hear you are apprehensive about your shots. I know that these types of fears are the kind someone can't just talk you out of so the best I can recommend is to practice your breathing and relaxation. I wish you success on all levels :) 
28 May 08 by member: evelyn64
I'm so excited for you! The shots are kind of a tough thing, especially with your fear, but keep in mind the outcome! Good luck with everything! You deserve it! 
28 May 08 by member: katrinat

     
 

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