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22 May 2012
I really think that my gain was due to starting my birth control last week. I've been feeling bloated these last couple days. It's been really discouraging but it's been going down since being at it's highest on sunday. The fact that it's going down makes me feel a little bit better, but it's still like backtracking :( Hopefully within the next few days, I'll be back down to what I was in time for my vacation. Here's hopin'!
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21 May 2012
I am very angry today. It's one week until my vaca and my weight went up 4lbs this weekend. Granted I went to dinner on Friday night for my roomie's birthday and I did have plenty of carbs and i did go over my calories that ONE day. That doesn't warrant a 4lb weight gain. It's times like this that are the most difficult. I just have to trust in what I'm doing and the process and continue to do what i'm doing even though I am very discouraged at the moment. Idk what this is but I know I don't like it! And it would be about that time that I would just give up, but I've done the math and I really have not gained 43lbs. Just gotta tell myself to stay strong. Wish me luck!
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16 May 2012
I'm in the GREEN! Granted it's for a mini goal, but hey, awesome! A new low of 195.2 has got me on cloud 9 despite all the BS I'm going thru right now. Yoga today will take care of that :) This is all very exciting to me. I can't even remember the last time I was at this weight. Had to be Middle School like 8th grade, which is sad I know. I'm just so proud of myself I could cry!
Anyway, I have a 3 hour gym stint planned for today with a friend of mine who just got out of the Army. She said she actually GAINED weight in the Army. I guess it's not what it used to be anymore. The more technology advances, the less fit you have to be. But screw that! I'm going to be so healthy! She just joined the gym with me so now I have a gym buddy. Hopefully this one will stick. I've gone thru 3 already. Ugh. It's like pulling teeth to get people to workout. I don't understand it bc it makes you feel so good. It's the best stress reliever ever! And my friends are so stressed out but they would rather turn to smoking and drinking. Granted I drink and I used to smoke, but I'm trying to be a positive influence. After a while though, you just stop caring bc they keep talking about getting healthy and don't DO anything about it and then they're depressed about how they feel or look. I'm sick and tired of hearing it. And then they're hating on me bc I'm losing constantly. They act like I'm not working out super hard to get me to where I need to be. Whoa, did not expect to go on a huge ranted on this entry, but what are you gonna do right? :)
I'm just happy for me right now. New low and in the green, just rocking it. And I see all my FS buddies rockin it too! GO US! We should be very proud to be doing what most only talk about. It's tough, but worth it! Keep it up friends!
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30 April 2012
Ugh. Not a good weekend at all. I'm trying to get my mind right. All this stuff is going on. My BF is still in NY and we are having some communication issues. One of my friends bailed on me for the millionth time so I brought it up and she got all defensive so I'm taking a break from her for a while. She says that the convo we had was an "eye opener" (bc pretty much everyone we know mutally talks crap about her being a flake and drinking too much which i defend her all the time) and she wont be hanging out with ANYONE for a while which I think is just an excuse to keep doing what she's doing. But I dont have that kind of time or energy to care anymore. Also, this guy from work wanted to hang out with my roommate and i Friday night and he ended up puking in my sink (which doesnt make ANY sense). So now my sink, which was sh!tty to begin with, is filling up with water thru the drain. I have to empty it out every few hours. SOOOO LAME!!!
I just feel kind of alone right now. But doesn't everybody? To make up for this empty feeling, I kind of pigged out a little bit last night. I feel terrible today about it. It just adds on to my feelings about everything else. I feel like I'm in a slump. I didn't weigh in this morning out of fear. I told myself I will weigh in Friday. We will see if I can keep away from the scale until then. I doubt it :) But, I'm eating correctly and even though I went a little over Friday, I pretty much stayed on track for the weekend minus last night. This week my goal is to solidify a spot below 200lbs. It keeps bouncing up and down and I can't seem to lose enough. I'm doing my F55 detox for these next two weeks, which is pretty much fruits, veggies and protein. I think that will do it. I am visiting the BF at the end of the month so my goal is to be 190 by then. I havent seen him in almost two months so I want him to be like "dam, look what i'm missing out on" lol.
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15 April 2012
Not getting excited about this just yet. I did drink last night so I'm a little dehydrated. But TOM is also gone so I hope some of its from that. But I'm going to work hard this week I want to see under 200 this week! Let's do this!
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