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18 June 2012

Starting to get back down to my low. This weekend I did much better. I'm starting to again break my eating habits I reverted to when I was on vacation, even though it could've been A LOT worse. Hopefully next weekend I'll be a completely good girl :) We will see. But I actually dropped a bit this weekend, so no backtracking which feels good. And I'm almost positive I will be below 200lbs this time next week. Ummmm WHERE I SHOULD BE :-P

Yep so feelin good about the start of the week except work but work is work and a paycheck. I just can't wait to hit the gym afterwards. I have to remember not to over-exert myself this week. Last week, I overdid the gym and my legs ended up hurting to the point where I could barely walk. Not good. But I had so much fun doing it. So, note to self, take it easy on Tuesday. Those are the most fun classes though. BodyCombat followed by Zumba but I also had done a leg workout that morning before work and my classes focused on legs so there you have it. sore sore SORE! My hammies hurt a little going into this week but nothing too serious. That was from a three hour workout on Saturday, also fun. Glad that I'm starting to get back to the gym. I missed it.

14 June 2012

06 June 2012

04 June 2012

Well, I'm at the airport getting ready to hop on a plane back to Tampa. It's a little sad but is sort of counteracted by the cold crappy weather :) Got to spend time w the bf which was much needed. The first thing he said to me was how good I look. That was nice. Spent the week w him and my diet turned to shit. I just didn't care. I didn't eat an ungodly amount of food buti was necessarily watching closely what I was eating and I sure didn't log anything either. Im nervous to see the damage I've done. I think I will just wait until the end of this week once I'm hitting the gym again and eating on track, which I've already started logging today since my vaca is pretty much over. And now it's back to the grind. I'm going to hit the gym later tonight once I get everything situated. But the bottom line is, I had a wonderful time. I wish it didn't have to end :( but that's life. Until next time *tear* :)

25 May 2012

Still above 200lbs. I feel so down about this. It feels like all this hard work I've been doing and continue to do is just worthless. I tried so hard to get under 200 SOOO HARD! It took like two weeks to break my plateau and now this. It's taking everything in me to not eat everything in sight. I did go over my calories yesterday but I think I over shot when I logged it. Better to log over than under.

Last night my roomie and I went to this new Westcoasty restaurant called Surf Shack and it was taco thursday. I had a puleld pork, pulled chicken and fillet mignon taco. But instead of the tortilla I had them lettuce wrapped. YUMMY! and then we shared a little pineapple upsidedown cake. we each had a couple little bites and left the rest. It was sooo good. So I didn't eat horrible but it might have had a little too much salt. GRRRRRRR! I had to sit there andd watch her eat her fried fish and shrimp tacos w flour tortilla wraps and be frustrated. Not bc hers were fried and wrapped in bread. That didn't bother me so much bc I guarantee you mine were a lot more tasty. It was the fact that she is so skinny (116lbs) and she can just eat whatever she wants and not gain a pound. She actually has to TRY if she wants to gain weight. And I'm sitting there w my lettuce wraps giving myself a hard time bc I know I am eating too much.

I felt so bad, I ended up going to the gym at 10pm last night and got in a 40min workout. Not a full workout but it was good. I've been teetering around 200lbs all week and I just cannot get my mind off of it. What can I do to stop this? What am I doing wrong? I try to look at my calorie intake and I think (especially on days I go over) I was eating around the same maybe a little more than this last month! What gives? Once I get back from my vacation, I'm going at it hardcore again. I can't deal with this. And I'm not going to cheat to an extreme either and I WILL workout bc I can't deal with the scale going up anymore than it already has. I've just had it. Ugh!

On a lighter note though, I'm going on vacation! Yay! I'll be gone for nine days. Much needed. I am not liking work at the moment and I just need a break. I get to see the bf. I can't wait to spend some good quality time with him. So there it is. Things to look forward to this week in a BIG way :) It just had to be a bad week before I left so I can appreciate my vaca even more :)

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