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21 February 2014
Had my first weigh-in yesterday at the Weight Loss Program Clinic. I lost a whopping 12.2 pounds in ONE week!!! I am excited about that. Not looking at it as a diet, but an actual fast, drinking the shakes and keeping up with what I need to keep up with. I pee all the time, almost every TWO minutes, never mind five. I have had one bowel movement in a week so I was told to take Metamucil, and this stuff is GROSS!!!! I will NOT get used to it! YUCK!!! But all in all, I am doing fine on the program, and trying to keep a level head, thinking one day at a time, one shake at a time, one moment at a time. I am looking at ways to improve my eating when I go out with friends, and seriously, I think it may be a case where I have to give up ever going out with friends again. It's a bad omen. My stomach will shrink with this fast, so I am thinking that, if I go out with friends, the thing to do is really listen to my body. If it says stop eating, I NEED TO STOP EATING!! HA!! I am gonna get this, and I am gonna KEEP the weight off, no matter what. It is something I truly need to do. I don't want to be fat again after this. There is too much at stake!
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20 February 2014
Weigh-in:
384.0 lb
lost so far:
0 lb
still to go:
204.0 lb
Diet followed poorly
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gaining 0.7 lb a week
04 February 2014
Well, I got into the Weight Program I have been talking about. I start next week sometime. I picked up the phone to call Mom, and just started crying. She was my biggest supporter and I can't even tell her the good news!! I feel so lost without her. But I am going to give this program the absolute best I have got. I am NOT going to cheat, and I am not going to quit. It's me vs. this body, and I don't want this body anymore. I am determined to make this work! Mom, I'm gonna win! Just watch your little girl now!
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02 February 2014
It's been almost three weeks since Mom's been gone. I cry a little each and every day. I am trying to control my eating but sometimes food is the only thing that makes the hurt lessen. I have not started the Weight Loss Program yet, they are kind of giving me the runaround about it and it is getting me upset. I wanted to start it a long time ago. I am hoping I can go through with this, the pain of my loss is weighing on me. I feel as if I cannot do this, but I need to. It is imperative that I stay focused. Mom wouldn't want me to get off track, especially for her sake. She would want me to continue with my goals. So I will do just that. I am so sad. I am trying to stay away from depression. God, bless me and help me to get through this. Amen.
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19 January 2014
I am sorry I have not been on in a while. I have undergone such a hard loss it is tearing me apart inside. Last Tuesday, my dearly beloved mother passed away. It is still hard for me to say that. I miss her so much that it feels like my heart is being torn from my chest. I am starting a Weight Loss Program within the next week and, although I am so doing it for me and me only, I am doing it in her honor. Right before she died she put a comment on Facebook, telling me she was behind me one hundred percent. I need to live with that legacy. I am in a lot of physical and now emotional pain that even getting up in the morning does not seem worth it, but I gotta do it. I gotta do it for her and for myself. If any of you ever lost your mom, who was your best friend, you will know what I am talking about. God bless all moms out there, living or deceased.
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