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09 September 2013

I just came back from the gym, had tuna for dinner, took a shower and here I am.

Today something impressive (for me) happened. Maybe for some people it's a nothing, but for me it represents a change from within and I'm sure many of you will agree and understand.

I've been working out for more than a year now, first at home and now at a gym. I've always disliked watching my fat reflection in the mirror even though I tried to cheer myself out. I turned my back to the mirror while exercising or hid behind somebody else during any fitness class. But today I was at my kick boxing class and I didn't hid behind anyone and I watched myself without feeling ashamed or dumb or like I didn't belong there... instead I gave it my all and actually cheered myself up, telling myself to push harder and better.

For the first time in... geez! I can't even remember when was the last time I could watch myself in the mirror at a gym. For the first time in a loooong time I could watch myself without feeling bad. And you know what? It all was involuntary, I wasn't thinking or forcing myself to watch my reflection, or had an inner fight to face anything. My mind just did it, and I noticed after half class or so.

I guess I am changing from the inside. And that makes me so happy. I am different. I am better. I am changing.

Good night

09 September 2013

02 September 2013

I think I have to bring bigger portions for my lunch, or bring more snacks. I had a 2 cups of mixed veggies salad (carrot, tomato, lettuce, green olives, cucumber) and 30gr of turkey breast. Drank about 500ml of natural water. But I was still hungry! So... I ended up buying a snickers, and now my stomach feels good. I think I'll go with the bigger portions for lunch.

I hate it when this happens: I calculate the ammount of food I have to bring for lunch and snacks for the day at the office, but sometimes they're not enough! and I get hungry! So I end up in front of the vending machine. I don't do this daily, but it's annoying when it happens.

Meh... this was just a rant.

After work I'll go to the gym, do some exercise with dumbbells and I'll enter the kickboxing class. I like it soooooo much! By the way, I went to the kickboxing class on friday, and I won't come back on fridays because they work out with steps and it's a lot of jumping and stepping, and putting pressure on your feet, something I just CAN'T do because of my darn plantar fasciitis. After that, yes, it hurts, but at least not as much as I thought it would.

Anyway...

Let's keep it up!

02 September 2013

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