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14 October 2011

13 October 2011

11 October 2011

Oh hey guys. So its crazy but i'm hitting the six month mark with my girl. i almost can't believe it sometimes but its almost there. :) i'm super excited. I"m taking her on a surprise trip to the Met Opera to see the absolute new production of Don Giovanni. No i'm not paying 125 dollars for seats all the way at the itty bitty top. I found out you can buy standing tickets for like...22 bucks each. Yeah i'll take that offer. We're young and alive i think we can handle it haha. Also we're goign to be meeting my cousin in Graziella's for PIZZA! It was featured on "Best thing i ever ate" haha Obviously this is cheat day.

More importantly i've been super focused on martial arts lately. Went to a couple seminars, been attending extra classes, teaching at club. I f'in love it. It's sad but i've kinda stopped rugby :( Both are way too much of a time commitment and i need to study meh. The workouts have been great. I just UGH DIET. I love cooking too much god damnit. Idk what to do. I really need to stop being lazy and tracking again meh. Need to get those cuts again. More like i want those cuts again.

Hope you're all doign well :)

08 October 2011

24 August 2011

one more day.... Ugh i can't wait to see my rani, my boo, my girl. It's been so long and we've going through rough patch but i'm going to chalk it up to anticipation. Last night we had a fight till 4am..... It was kinda rough. She essentially does want to have any "adult time" the first night back. Sidenote - we havent had real "adult time" so to speak yet becuase its her first time and she wants it to be special....rawr rawr rawr. Whatever i've been super respectful the entire time to make sure she tells me when shes ready and such. Anyway the fight..... well it basically sounded like she doesnt trust me though i've done nothing to betray her trust, seriously. So, idk, i just dont get it honestly. Basically she doesnt want to do anything becuase she wants to see how we are and see if our dynamic is still the same as it was when we first got together. I think its dumb and irrational (yes i told her this) becuase i know we're solid, we fit, and i want to be with her and love her. She feels the same way but still wants to see???? I dont effin get it. Its not logical in the slightest. meh idk. However i'm willing to respect it. Its not about "adult time" its about....her just willing to vulnerable i guess. Idk i just dont understand though i think she does deserve her first time to be the way she want, the way she thinks it should be, hell what she deserves. I want to give that to her since i didnt get that. Idk i just want to understand whats in her head. We're going to have a long sit down tomorrow and talk it out ....our first day back.

On the diet and exercise front. Its been good. Not super hardcore as i've been thinking too much bleh. Diet is meh. I need to stop baking a swear. Lol actually its funny i made my flat chewy chocolate chip cookies. Crispy on the outside and chewy on the inside. I gave 10/11 to my guy friend for him and his family ....i texted him the next day(morning time) to ask him if his family liked the cookies. They...were all gone. Fatties? Yes? But i think they liked it. Right after that text my mother literally called me to say "Bake more for when your sister and dad come home becuase i'm going to eat the rest before they come back." Lol! we had like 9 extra. Its cool. Alright i hope you guys have been ok. I'll get back to checking out journals in a bit. Have a lovely hump day :)

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