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26 May 2009

15 May 2009

Help. HELP!

WHAT is wrong with me!?

This has been my first week of weight watchers, and only ONE day did I actually track my points. Then last night dh came home with food from work and I sat and chowed down on chips and deli sandwiches, AFTER I had already eaten my dinner AND frozen yogurt for dessert. :-(

This morning I have a "Muffins for Moms" tea at my son's preschool. I SQUEEZED on a pair of my FAT jeans (jeans that I just bought about 2 months ago so that at least I would have something that fit) and I can hardly breathe. I had to put on a baby-doll maternity-looking shirt to cover my stomach rolling over my jeans. It should be the "Mom's Muffin-Top" tea. ;-)

Really, this is so stupid. WHY am I letting this happen to me? Why can't I stick with this and shed the weight? I have never been this FAT before. Even a year ago, when I only weighed 10 lbs less than I do right now, I was still quite muscular and didn't look out of shape. Now I'm like a big pile of blubber. :-(

Okay, there goes my cry-baby rant. Time to really get my butt back on track. I am just so sad that I've let this happen to myself, and it seems like such a long road back to where I want to be! :(

-Michelle

14 May 2009

Yesterday was a good day. I made healthy choices, stayed within my points, played in the backyard with the kids in my bikini and got some sun, and went on a 3 mile walk/run in the evening.

I really can't believe I've let myself get so out of shape! A year ago I could run 4 miles in 40 minutes. Last night I could only run in spurts and had to keep slowing down to a fast walk. (I did go on a really hilly route though.) Plus, the whole time I constantly had to adjust my clothes...my tank top would creep up over my pudgy tummy and my shorts would ride up while my chunky thighs rubbed together...UGH. I can't wait to be back in shape!!!

I will be weighing in on saturday morning instead of tomorrow, because my son's preschool class is doing a mother's day tea (yeah, a little late :) tomorrow morning at the same time as the WW meeting.

I'm nervous that I won't see much of a change yet, but I know I just need to stick with it!

12 May 2009

12 May 2009

Weigh-in: 170.0 lb lost so far: 0 lb still to go: 20.0 lb Diet followed N/A

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