rwaller7483's Journal, 22 January 2018

Reluctant to go along with the "new year new me stuff", this is just a coincidence... I've kind of kicked myself into action for a few reasons. I got weighed new year's day and I've just done that weigh in now, and got weighed again this morning.

It's strange what motivates and doesn't motivate people sometimes, and when it does or doesn't. What motivates me today might not tomorrow. In the past as far as my weight goes and in aspects of my life beyond that, I have lost interest and become disheartened far too easily. Said it more times than I care to remember, knowing what to do and what not to do is easy enough, the willpower is the battle.

About 8 years ago when I was at my heaviest, I used to have quite bad acid reflux, I was being sick quite a lot and it was purely down to diet. I started getting that again in the middle of December and touch wood, since then I haven't felt like it at all. Consumption is my biggest problem, I'm sure I must be doing enough cyclying for just about anyone of my shape and size to lose weight, or at the very least maintain, so long as they're not overdoing it with the crap. And I have been doing that for too long. January's finances don't let me do that, so that helps. I haven't had any alcohol since about 3am on 1st January. I'm not officially doing Dry January but that'd count if I was, it's not January till you wake up... I've reined in the junk so far this year, and I know we're only three weeks in but I've lost a stone which I'm really happy about. Would like to make it 20lb by the end of the month, but we'll see.

I've done Dry January before and had a drink waiting for me at the stroke of midnight at the end of January. Silly really. Right now, I don't feel the same urgency to drink again. Course I like a drink, and I feel like from now on I want it to be a treat. Not just oh it's Monday. Mae West said "Too much of a good thing can be wonderful" and I don't really agree with that... well, not as far as anything diet related goes. For me at least, when something becomes a habit, the pleasure wanes.

I read this article a few weeks ago too http://www.bbc.co.uk/news/health-42542818. Now for years I've been drinking Pepsi Max and whatever else there is in the "diet" ranges, regularly 2 litres a day, sometimes 4. I always figured that since there's no sugar in it there's no harm in it. I'd never even heard of ghrelin till reading this and I haven't had a carbonated drink since then. Course it's not going to fix everything, and if I looked for a study to debunk this I could probably find one. I feel like it is helping though. I don't know why I drank so much of the stuff, just force of habit I suppose. Been drinking a lot more water and cordial and homemade smoothies. Spinach, avocado and banana with coconut milk and a little drizzle of honey and vanilla extract. There was a time not that long ago that I wouldn't have touched that with a 40ft pole, and while I'm not totally enamoured with it, I am finding it quite refreshing. Wouldn't have occured to me to go for that combination, but I found a recipe online and had all the stuff in so thought why not.. So my fruit intake is pretty much at an all time high right now.

My wife bought this for her kindle the other week too https://www.amazon.co.uk/Tiny-Budget-Cooking-Saving-Tasted-ebook/dp/B01MSAFWZX and we've done some great little things out of it so far. Neither of us are particularly whizzes in the kitchen but we've got the skills for these, and if we have nearly anyone has.

Happy Belated New Year, by the way.
285.0 lb Lost so far: 15.0 lb.    Still to go: 65.0 lb.    Diet followed reasonably well.
losing 4.7 lb a week

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Fantastic Rick, I love your posts - very thoughtful and insightful. I went a week on juices only (Jason Vale) and lost 10lb and felt as though I had the energy of a six-year-old but the urge to chew made me eat and eat and eat when I had my first grown-up meal afterwards so, not helpful after all. I think juices can be delicious and nutritious and get a lot of vitamins into you very easily and quickly so they're worth a go, but for an entire week? Never again! Huge congrats on your stone loss and on the non Dry January, my Friday night boozes are my downfall, onward and downward! 
22 Jan 18 by member: StrangeTrout
Heya, thanks :) I've never tried juice only, not against it but think I'd like to avoid an extreme like that. I know myself, and like you say about the urge to chew.. I'd just get to the end of that week and feel like I've earned an extra large Dominos with stuffed crust and extra cheese.. I want to stop treating food and beer as an incentive really. If I don't buy any takeaways or go to the pub for a week, that's probably near enough a concert paid for. Stretch it to a month and that'll near enoguh pay for a four night city break. Which I've booked for the end of April to Riga... I'll stick with smoothies for a while, not every day or anything. Just such an easy and convenient way of cramming a load of vitamins in eh? I was such a picky eater when I was a kid, didn't even know I liked spinach or brocolli till I was nearly 30. Often it's the texture that I don't like and smoothies a great way to get around that. Good luck with limiting the downfall. Got no intention of giving up alcohol, just limiting it. And when I do drink, maybe making sure I've had a good healthy meal first so I'm not too tempted by a big greasy takeaway after drink has started to strip me of my sense of reason!  
22 Jan 18 by member: rwaller7483

     
 

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