Today, I got really depressed about bad financial decisions I've made in the past. I couldn't even talk about it anymore, I just went upstairs and played the violin until I felt better. At first, during Meditation from Thais, I cried my eyes out, and boy did it sound awesome. I was thinking about all the other pain that I've had in my life, and how I've overcome that, and how I would overcome these obstacles, too, and that no one is out to get me, I just need to do what I need to do to make it all right, and keep a positive outlook in the meantime. Opportunities don't come to Sorry Sallys, and I'm the only one who would say I have anything to be sorry for!
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210.0 lb
Lost so far: 6.0 lb.
Still to go: 65.0 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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Diet Calendar Entry for 11 February 2010:
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1204 kcal
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Fat: 34.51g | Prot: 78.12g | Carb: 151.00g.
Breakfast: Fat Free Milk, Shakeology. Lunch: Clif Bar - Crunchy Peanut Butter, Bananas. Dinner: Slow Churned Rich & Creamy Light Rocky Road Ice Cream, Almonds. more...
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steady weight
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