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Too, too, TOO fat. I cannot be this fat - it is making me so unhappy.
Went and bought the HCG drops yesterday - I do not care what it takes I am losing 20 pounds in the next 3 months. I absolutely refuse to feel this bad about myself. I cannot be myself when I feel like I am living in some fat person's body. I am going to log in EVERY day for the next 28 days and track my weight EVERY day for the next 28 days. That is a minimum to ask of myself and I really need to get serious about this and be accountable for the binge eating I've been doing out of stress and depression. Struggling with neurological issues is no excuse, and I know it may sound nuts to try to lose weight while dealing with neurological problems, but I can't bear to be SICK and FAT - it makes me feel like I have no control over my life and I want my life and my body back.
A-R
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146.0 lb
Lost so far: 0 lb.
Still to go: 19.0 lb.
Diet followed poorly.
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Diet Calendar Entry for 13 May 2013:
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708 kcal
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Fat: 20.96g | Prot: 61.64g | Carb: 67.00g.
Breakfast: Water, Better Oats Oat Revolution - Peaches & Cream. Lunch: Ensure Balanced Nutrition Shake - Strawberries & Cream. Dinner: Chicken Breast, Chicken Breast. more...
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gaining 0.2 lb a week
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