puhpine's Journal, 09 May 2012

1.5 kilo doesn't sound that much, but i swear they are the hardest kilo's since september last year!!! I found out that i get most disrupted from social interactions (mostly family). I let go of my resolve far too easily just to blend in, and not offend them in any way. I now take a stand. I will stand up for myselve, and stop groveling! This is me, and if they don't approve, then hubbie has to go to his parents with my son without me... i'm really done! Ans that was the easiest thing to say when they are not around, and i know they are not likely to read this. today i am thankfull for: - myselve, for not having eaten after 8 yesterday, (i'm soo proud of you dear) - goodkind and his lovely novel that gave me hours and hours of pleasure, and now the series that are really in the right mood as the books... - rain, for adding color to the world. - sunshine, for adding warmth to the world. - my new wagon for my horse. needs a lot of work, but the end-result will ne subliem. have a nice day.