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BOOM!.. i'm .2 away from my low of last week!!... so i'm down 1.6 from yesterday and i still have 2 more weigh ins for the week!... so i'm pretty positive i'll have some sort of loss and anything less than 173 will make me happy! :)
did a lot of thinking about my body and my goals yesterday. My little "sister" and i have been in the battle together for a few months, both of us weigh about the same.. both of us have lost about 60 lbs each. I decided on my ultimate goal to be 160 vs. the 150 i initially wanted. Currently at 173 i am in almost every item of clothing i own, including things that didn't even fit me at 165 a couple years ago. my stomach is flatter and my body is overall smaller than it was at that weight as well.
well anyway, me and my sister decided to have a bikini challenge. By the summer of 2013, we are aspiring to go to the beach in a two piece bathing suit which is honestly the most uncomfortable challenge i've ever committed to.
I had resolved to myself that i will never be able to wear a bikini or two piece... i accepted that. so this would truly be a challenge for me. A weight goal? well that's almost easy.. i can force a pound off if i really worked at it... but to have my body in a place where i can feel comforable showing parts that have never been shown?.. that is scary.
can i really do this?
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