sjojos89's Journal, 11 April 2012

I am about to ramble so you might want to skip this paragraph lol.
I didn't log in here yesterday. I was just having a bad day all together. My bro moved to Ohio for his job about a month ago and his gf was supposed to move in with him- that is the only reason he decided to take the offer. Well I knew it was coming since she had been distant to me lately- she broke up with him the other day. Drove all the way to Ohio to give him his dog and left at 1am bawling her eyes out. She was supposed to stay all week. I was pretty depressed about it yesterday since my brother has NOBODY up there- no friends, no family, nothing. I wouldn't be so upset if he was at least here and could see his friends. I just feel so bad for him. She just abandoned him basically when he needed her the most. He was going to propose to her this week when she came up, but I told him maybe he should feel her out first. My gut instinct was right- she didn't want the same thing. I know he'll be okay, but we all thought she was the one. She likes to party a little too much and always has her parents watch her kid (she still lives with her parents). I think the real reason she doesn't want to move up there is cuz she doesn't want to settle down and take care of her kid all the time. My brother really is a great guy so she's missing out. Who else is going to take care of her and her kid and love her son like he was his own? He was going to take care of both of them financially while she got her 2 feet on the ground there. If she thinks she's going to find happiness with one night stands and drinking all the time she has another thing coming.

Anywho..haha Sorry about that, I am just a little upset with that skankwhore. I did Insanity last night. Almost took a nap instead-made myself get up, blah. I've noticed the my calves get more sore than anything with these workouts. I really like the abs one..not sure the exact title, but it def. works the core. I love when my abs are sore! Since I just started, I haven't tried all the workouts, but the plyometRic cardio circuit one is KILLER. All those jumps and suicide drills, lord lol! I am not very good at pushups so I can't keep up during that part, I do try though. Tonight, I have to make pizzas at my dad's bar and then walk across the parking lot to the house he owns (the one I have been painting and fixing up since I'm supposed to move in next month..my brother lived there for awhile, but since he moved to Ohio, it is empty) and paint the trim in the bedroom. My bf has the day off so I gave him the key so he can rip up the carpet in the bedroom while I am at work. So long story short, I will be busy and might not have time for my Insanity =( If you read this, you must be bored hahaha
Happy Hump Day =p

Diet Calendar Entry for 11 April 2012:
1468 kcal Fat: 71.24g | Prot: 62.06g | Carb: 145.53g.   Breakfast: Coffee, Kellog's Special K Cereal Red Berries. Lunch: Smart Ones Sesame Chicken. Dinner: Meat Lovers Pizza. Snacks/Other: Snack Size Ruffles Cheddar and Sour Cream. more...

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I've been feeling very rambly in my journals lately too.. but I suppose that's the purpose, to get all that crap out. Sorry to hear about your brother. It can be so annoying to watch someone you care about in a relationship that isn't working for whatever reason. Hopefully he'll get through it ok! 
11 Apr 12 by member: Bkeller1023
Sorry about your brother. It sucks when family hurts and we can't "fix" it. 
11 Apr 12 by member: jessabridge4444
Sorry about your brother. It sucks when family hurts and we can't "fix" it. 
11 Apr 12 by member: jessabridge4444
I'm loving that people have been rambling in their journals. That's what they're there for right? To write down your thoughts? I think it's great that we're all here to support each other on weight loss, PLUS everything else going on in each others lives! I'm really sorry to hear about your brother, that's such a tough thing to deal with because you feel helpless. Who knows, maybe she'll change her mind. Or he'll see it as an opportunity to open new doors. And either way, you'll be burning calories whether it's painting, ripping up carpet, or insanity! You'll have to post pictures of your fixed up house when you're all done! 
11 Apr 12 by member: peppymint
I am pretty sure he is coming home this weekend to talk to her. He already had the weekend off cuz she was supposed to be staying up there. I know everything will work out the way it is supposed to. I will try and post pics, but first I have to learn how to do it. It is a really old junky house, but I am doing my best to make it presentable. My brother had mice, but hopefully my lil mountain lion of a cat will scare those critters away lol 
11 Apr 12 by member: sjojos89
Sounds like a nice project! Or, atleast it will be nice when it's over? Sorry about your bro-I have a brother too and have been down that road. Everything will work itself out! :) I would have a hard time making pizzas and not eating them! good luck!! Have you tried the cardio and balance dvd yet? I love it!!  
11 Apr 12 by member: Lindsay6384
What a little beeotch that girl is.. your brother is better off without her - what a horrible thing for him to be that close to proposing and have her just take off. Awful. I can't even imagine what he's thinking! Poor guy.. Hmm... well anyway, nice work on your Insanity program!! I love hearing the progress and reactions... 
11 Apr 12 by member: erika2633
I agree with peppy - journals are okay to ramble in. sometimes stangers have great insight. sometimes it's good just to get it out. and it's not nearly as expensive or time consuming as therapists. Sucks for your brother. If they don't work out, I hope he can move past it and not become all jaded and unrecptive to new relationships. I've met some great guys that are (at least right now) "ruined" by the last skankwhore to trample their hearts.  
12 Apr 12 by member: JessWhatINeeded
lol thanks for the replies/support. Lindsay- I have not tried the cardio and balance dvd yet but I can guarantee I will suck at the "balance" part lol 
12 Apr 12 by member: sjojos89

     
 

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