LMJ114's Journal, 05 March 2010

Took yesterday off from exercise. And, from healthy eating. I grazed all day... not good. But, can honestly say that is the first time since 12/26 that I exhibited that behavior.

Funny little note: Since loosing weight, I feel taller. Kinda dorky, but I think because the lines look cleaner, makes for a taller look. Great for confidence.

Wore a dress to dinner last Saturday, with husband and HotChick2 and her hubby. In other words - people I love and that love me. No matter what I wear or what shape I am in. Am planning to wear same dress to a very formal event in DC in two weeks. I am conflicted, back and forth: Too much? Too tight? Too this? Too that? But as confidence builds from getting used to this new (or should I say "former") shape, am starting to look forward to wearing fun clothes in front of others.

I think, actually, the binge day was in reaction to the above. If I quickly gain the weight back, I'll not be tempted to do things that are a bit scary. I'll revert to the old ways, old clothes... in fact, plain ol' being "old". I had the binge day. I've figured out why (or so I think) and now I can get past it and not do it again.

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From someone who was there: WEAR THE DRESS! My hubby always says, "you were the prettiest one there". That night he said that YOU and I were the prettiest ones there! You were DROP DEAD, Looked like a model, stop the show, be still my beating heart pretty. Don't worry about the binge you've maintained long enough it won't raise any havoc...trust your body, you've been good to it...it will be good to you!  
06 Mar 10 by member: hotchick2
You are so sweet. Ok, wearing the dress. (Although am printing your comment and wearing it my bra! If I get scared, right near my heart, I'll have your vote of confidence!) 
07 Mar 10 by member: LMJ114

     
 

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