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Yea in just 7-8 hours it will have been 3 years since my husband passed. I was told on Valentine's days 3 years ago it was time to pull the plug, I made them wait one day, so it wouldn't traumatize me... yea that didn't help. Each year it seemed to get worse, but this year changed... I'm actively taking care of myself.... am loosing weight, I'm moving on... and feeling guilty....
Diet Calendar Entry for 14 February 2017:
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1060 kcal
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Fat: 15.07g | Prot: 43.16g | Carb: 85.32g.
Breakfast: Deli Turkey or Chicken Breast Meat, Village Hearth Slender Rounds - Whole Wheat. Lunch: Kroger Red Wine Vinegar & Oil Dressing, Subway Roasted Chicken Patty, Subway Veggie Delite Salad. Dinner: Red Table Wine. Snacks/Other: Oranges, Dannon light & fit Carmel Apple Pie. more...
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Sorry for your loss....your husband would want you to take care of yourself and seek out a happy fuffiled life...please dont feel quilty you deserve to move on.😀
14 Feb 17 by member: BCLenny
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Thank you... I now seem to be obsessed with maintaining weight, quitting smoking. Now 26 weeks w/o a cigarette... which is the one thing my husband had no interest in doing... I'm taking the control he liked to give into... He'd had asked are you happy... and the answer Is no. I'm lonely. I'm going on without you... sorry this reality.
14 Feb 17 by member: bttyboop
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Wow, life just isn't fair! Glad to hear you are taking a stand for your own health and happiness. No need for guilt; you deserve to rebuild your life.
14 Feb 17 by member: erikahollister
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14 Feb 17 by member: bttyboop
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Life is shirt, don't let life pass you by.
14 Feb 17 by member: Chamelian
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Thank you... this week will end. Life will move on. I will move on. Seems cold I know.
14 Feb 17 by member: bttyboop
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14 Feb 17 by member: bttyboop
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I'm sorry for your loss. It's not cold to move on. It's a part of life.
14 Feb 17 by member: RoseFlorida
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Yes, move on and don't feel guilty. It must be hard.
14 Feb 17 by member: estherwaayenberg
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Moving on does not change how you feel about your husband or negate missing him. Moving on only means that you are finally taking care of yourself. And there is a light at the end of the tunnel. So sorry you had to go through that.
14 Feb 17 by member: Horseshu1
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