jaqisbaq's Journal, 23 April 2007

I have been craving carbs all morning! this sucks! I'm waiting to hear the results from an online art competition and I am SO nervous/excited! I think I have a fair shot at the big prize but you never know. It would mean so much to me emotionally to get the validation. I think that's what I miss the most now that my kids are older and I feel I really should be out in the workforce but instead I'm at home 'playing' at being an artist. It makes me want to go into the kitchen right now!!! A latte and something to soothe myself. I came here instead. I don't want to self medicate with food treats!!!! I've looked over a few of your threads and feel I can hold out another few hours until dinner. I'm going to play on the computer and try out a new avatar! see ya'