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Had a not so good evening yesterday. I went off the wagon, but I'm ok today just a little let down with myself. I don't know what set me off. Maybe something to do with a 'dream' I have that probably won't come to pass, or maybe a let down with someone that I thought was my friend and who really doesn't seem to want to be anymore, or maybe when talking with a friend I was kind of 'attacked' about a habit I have that creeped back into my life. Whatever it was/is, I must not, will not allow it to defeat me, I will not allow it to take over my being, my essence my self.
Today and tomorrow I live for me and I can do this. Just feel a little weak and down right now. But I know I will be ok. And that whatever 'others' believe, say, do is not a indicator of my self worth. It is their opinion, life, down fall, etc and not really any of my business. I do not fully know their journey and I need to be true to be and take care of me. I will be ok.
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