Starladesiree's Journal, 19 March 2009

Words cannot describe how shitty I felt yesterday by the end of the day. I don't really know why. Stressful things are just getting to me I guess. I've had a killer headache for like three days now. I was so upset I was actually on the verge of crying. I rarely EVER cry because something's bothering me, or because of pain. I only cry in really sad movies! Lol. I was just so irritated and felt sooo stressed, I couldn't contain it. I felt nauseas most the night too. Needless to say, I didn't make it to the gym but I did walk around for a while after work. Read: Shopping. Ahem. I felt like I didn't eat a whole lot yesterday, which is really odd since I ended up eating like 1800 calories or more... I had maple cookies too. Lol. That's a lot more than I usually eat. I still feel somewhat nauseas.

The office is still out to sabatoge me... All you can eat pancake/sausage breakfast today. Just a couple more weeks until the MS Walk and then it'll be a little less tempting around here... We are raising lots of money for MS though, so it's really, really great. :)

I was discussing weight with my sister yesterday, and she wanted to know if she was in the healthy weight range for her height. She is, of course. My sister is naturally thin and doesn't even have to try. But I was looking at multiple sites and at least two of them said that I was 4-6lbs UNDERweight. What the heck? I certainly do not LOOK underweight. You can't see any of my bones through my skin unless I stretch out, but that's pretty typical for most women, right? I still have nice, soft, fleshy parts around my middle, thighs, and the backs of my arms. Lol. A few sites even said that as low as 117lbs was healthy for me. Are you KIDDING?! If I got down to 117, I'd be skeletor. My sister weighs 117. She's 5'4" and about a size 2-4. I'm 5'7". A 5'7" woman at 117lbs? Yuck.

Annnnyyyyywaaaayyyy.... I'm just babbling on because I don't really feel like getting any work done. I felt a headache coming on again just at the thought of being at work this morning. I was very tempted to just call in. It's my "Friday" though, so I will be lazy and stay in bed all day tomorrow. haha. Can't wait. I need rest.


:::Edit:::

OMG! The first thing a friend of mine at work sends me on messenger is this:

http://www.hankshamburgers.com/

And says to click on the picture. Lol.

I swear they are torturing me!

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1303 kcal

Fat: 42.31g | Prot: 54.03g | Carb: 199.72g.   Breakfast: Banana, Kashi Go Lean, Silk Light Soy Milk. Lunch: Quizno's Steakhouse Beef Dip. Snacks/Other: The Bee's Knees Peanut Butter, Orange, Silk Light Vanilla Soymilk, Apple. more...

1860 kcal

Activities & Exercise: Desk Work - 9 hours, Resting - 7 hours, Sleeping - 8 hours. more...