Okay guys. I am back once again. I am determined to get back under that 200 mark. I checked my BMI today and it was like 32 which means I am 'very overweight'. That is really depressing considering I am 20 years old and should be at my 'sexiest' age. I hope I don't look back on my life and say that my highschool prom was the only time I ever felt beautiful.
My boyfriend and I have been talking a lot about the possibility of a wedding and I want to be in a size 10 before that day. I have EVERY size jean from the size I am now to the size I want to be. I have a couple pairs of jeans that my bf bought for me a couple of years ago that were one size to small and I never was able to wear them. I am determined to get into those pants that are sitting in the back of my closet.
I am not sure where I will be exercising because I don't have the gym membership anymore. Also, my sister got in a wreck and I have been having to bring her EVERYWHERE (school, work and back) and its just to much trouble to add a trip to the gym in there.
I finally finished that horrible semester with five A's and two B's. I would have liked to have all A's but it was nearly impossible with the workload of each class. I am taking intersession classes right now which means I only get two weeks off for christmas and new years as opposed to everyone elses 6 week break. But hey I am going to graduate in the Fall if it kills me (maybe not :D).
They actually have a workout room at my school but I am extremely embarrassed to workout in front of athletes and track stars etc. I am not sure if I can bear that. Expecially with my asthma and the fact that I run two minutes and can hardly breathe. I am not sure what I am going to do just yet, but I know that I HAVE TO LOSE THIS WEIGHT.
My mom is also planning on getting the Lap Band surgery in late march. I am so proud of her for getting the courage to do that. I hope everything turns out well for her. She deserves to lose weight and be happy. However, I told her if she gets all skinny and gets a man that he would have to be okay with coming sleep at my house every weekend cause I am not giving her up haha!
Well everybody... wish me luck. I am a part of this journey once again!
Katie Sue!!!
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I just thought I would add an update pic of myself so everyone can see where I am at. This is a pic of my friend and I at a 'supposedly' haunted mansion. I realize the pic is blurry. I also realize that its close up but i figure you could see me better.
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