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I can't believe I was under 200 lbs and I let myself get back up there again. I can't blame anything but myself.
Lately I have been stressed to the max. My boyfriend of 5 years, and I broke up. Get this, he broke up with me, then decided he wanted to marry me 2 days later. He came to my house (after I had already moved all of my stuff out of our apartment) and proposed with a ring and all. Of course I told him NO! If he were ready to marry me, he wouldnt have broken up with me 2 days before. Who knows we might work it all out, but not until he figures out what he really wants.
So on top of the stress of breaking up and moving, I now dont have a car or money. I can't get a job because I will be starting to student teaching in august and its almost impossible to have a job because you have to be at the school the entire time. So that would be like working two jobs!
I have been babysitting lately. The girl I babysit for has 4 kids. Talk about fun :/
So along with all of this stress, I have pushed my dieting and exercising back to the back burner. No excuses! People with far more stressful lives and things to do are losing weight right here on this website! I need to stop being lazy and feeling sorry for myself. Because the only person who can lose this weight for me, is me.
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