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Just a very short journal from work.
Internet is still not working at my place... And phone as well. So, I am considering cancelling the contract with this company and looking for a more reliable one.
Foodwise, is going quite badly. I am going on with sports, but not taking enough care of myself foodwise. Eating at the canteen for lunch every day is bad. I am now used to the huge portinoins they serve and to the taste of food. I want to start cooking again for lunch, something more healthy, or just going home to have lunch.
At the moment, I am also spending quite some time crying. It's good it's happening, because I have been hyperactive for the past four weeks, in order to hide my emotions. It's the usual pattern, lots of food and lots of sports to try to get rid of my emotions. I know it's not good, and I am trying to "schedule" sessions/moments when I allow myself to be sad, angry, unhappy. It sounds crazy, but it's better than never expressing them.
The aims for the next few months are: reducing food amount and daily calories, and speak German every day for at least 10/20 minutes!
Concerning the weather, it's already autumn here. Cold, rainy and grey. Cant wait to have holidays next month and go to a warm place! (I am considering Spain or some Italian islands).
Have a good time, fatsecreters! Life is good! :)
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