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Hi fatsecreters,
just a short entry today, since I am at work.
Well, I still feel tired. It's just my body reaction to the loss in my family, I am aware of it. Some nights I can have a good rest, but many ones I feel I am moving the whole night and I am awake so many times.
I don't want to abuse of coffee and chocolate, since they'll just make the "being tired" feeling worse.
I had a good weekend. My best friend came to visit us for the weekend. I was so happy! :) we ended up singing at karaoke in a pub by chance. It was the first time for both of us and it has been so much fun! :)
Then, yesterday evening I had a bad mood and today I cannot focus well. I accept it is like this at the moment. It will improve over time. Wht I can do to speed up the healing process, besides of accepting reality as it is, it's taking care of myself. Sports, eating healthy, having fun with friends. I will get a massage tomorrow or on the next days.
I booked my next climbing course for September. I am so happy about it! :)
I like my life as it is. My partner, my new job, my friends, sports and this town I live in. Even if I don't feel very happy or focused, during parts of the day.
I am looking for a new larger flat, maybe in the same building with another friend and his girlfriend. It would be so good to have a kind of "community", good friends to watch movies or talk with in the evenings, go climbing all together.
Let's see whether finding two flats in the same condo will work. It might be a kind of replacement for our far away families here in Germany.
I got an oven as a present for my 30th birthday! The one I was planning to buy before having to go to Italy. I am eager to start baking! :)
Back to work, now.
Have a good time, buddies! :)
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